Aniexty is so common! 

So while I was away I turned 30yrs old. Yayyy to me 🙂 I came back from a trip to Fl and I left my iPad aka my baby on the plane. When I got home I realized and I totally freaked out!!! That what I believe set it off. In the coming days I began to feel weak and off balance. I didn’t know what was wrong, I saw a few doctors and they all said I’m healthy. The thing that really disturbed me was the rapid heartbeat  n the uneasiness I felt. After a while I figured out that it was the monster Anxiety! It’s a very scary thing if you never felt the feeling or had a attack before! It really feels like you’re dying or having a stroke or something. So once I got that under control I began to get back into the swing of things and learning how to relax my body. If anyone knows what this feels like you understand and for those who never dealt with it be thankful. Day by day I’m ok I’ve gotten past it it can still pop up now n then. 

Just happy to be able to share that with everyone. There’s always going to be something that shakes you up but the real test is to keep moving forward! 

XoXo AGV

More then Just A Silly Crush

I met a guy thru some friends and I’ve neverforgot him ever since but the obstacles prevent us from going any further. I mean I get it but damn it I think I Love Him! (sigh) what’s a girl to do or not do? Why does the world work in these crazy ways? Im trying to forget him and move on….I need a 12 step program Lol

I’m Posting every day in 2011!

I’ve decided I want to blog more. Ratthan just thinking about doing it, I’m starting right now. I will be posting on this blog once a day / once a week for all of 2011.

I know it won’t be easy, but it might be fun, inspiring, awesome and wagonderful. Therefore I’m promising to make use of The DailyPost, and the community of other bloggers with similiar goals, to help me along the way, including asking for help when I need it and encouraging others when I can.

If you already read my blog, I hope you’ll encourage me with comments and likes, and good will along the way.

Signed,

TRY AND TRY BUT NO RESULTS

sometimes you try your best and nothing comes of it. How are you suppose to know your on the right track. Life can really throw so many curve balls and it hits you every time. I guess when the time is right everything will fall into place, well at least I hope so. I’m always in good spirits no matter the situation cause when your upset, miserable, grumpy it doesn’t get you anywhere faster. Don’t get me wrong of course things bother me but I try my best to work through the bad times. You can’t give up then you will always be stuck in that same place you don’t want to be.

 

xoxo Agirl