So while I was away I turned 30yrs old. Yayyy to me 🙂 I came back from a trip to Fl and I left my iPad aka my baby on the plane. When I got home I realized and I totally freaked out!!! That what I believe set it off. In the coming days I began to feel weak and off balance. I didn’t know what was wrong, I saw a few doctors and they all said I’m healthy. The thing that really disturbed me was the rapid heartbeat n the uneasiness I felt. After a while I figured out that it was the monster Anxiety! It’s a very scary thing if you never felt the feeling or had a attack before! It really feels like you’re dying or having a stroke or something. So once I got that under control I began to get back into the swing of things and learning how to relax my body. If anyone knows what this feels like you understand and for those who never dealt with it be thankful. Day by day I’m ok I’ve gotten past it it can still pop up now n then.
Just happy to be able to share that with everyone. There’s always going to be something that shakes you up but the real test is to keep moving forward!
It’s natural to want to share certain things with people especially exciting news but we must learn to hold it in for a while. You ever noticed once you shared good news to people something goes wrong??? Well if you have it’s do to negative energy. Like it or not Not everyone will be happy to hear about your happiness! So once in a while keep things to yourself until everything is in order.
Wide awake…Im off today…feels like an ice cream day
I should be getting ready for work but still I’m laying here with my ipad and don’t feel like moving. I’m thinking screw work today! That’s why I can’t be a full time worker it sucks. Everyday is the same thing Get Up, Get Ready, Work, Eat Lunch, See Ppl You Can’t Stand, Then Leave. I much rather work for myself and I will!
Lesson :” Always do what you love instead of wasting time in a place you rather not be…It’s your life TAKE CONTROL” -Agirlsvoice
So tonight I decided to try the over night shift and its not to bad so far but I’m very bored tho. I know I shouldn’t complain but I might get very sleepy and my eyelids Will start to feel super heavy. Lol I’m trying to stay up By eating junk and surfing the web. As of now I have 4 hours to go!
I really must say I enjoyed my summer like no other summer before this! I mean I just lived and made the most out of it and that’s the way it should be. Surprisingly I didn’t take any trips but NYC was enough. The days will only get better and better and so will the years and I’m looking forward to it.
“If you don’t think every day is a great day try going without one.” -Jim Evans