So while I was away I turned 30yrs old. Yayyy to me 🙂 I came back from a trip to Fl and I left my iPad aka my baby on the plane. When I got home I realized and I totally freaked out!!! That what I believe set it off. In the coming days I began to feel weak and off balance. I didn’t know what was wrong, I saw a few doctors and they all said I’m healthy. The thing that really disturbed me was the rapid heartbeat n the uneasiness I felt. After a while I figured out that it was the monster Anxiety! It’s a very scary thing if you never felt the feeling or had a attack before! It really feels like you’re dying or having a stroke or something. So once I got that under control I began to get back into the swing of things and learning how to relax my body. If anyone knows what this feels like you understand and for those who never dealt with it be thankful. Day by day I’m ok I’ve gotten past it it can still pop up now n then.
Just happy to be able to share that with everyone. There’s always going to be something that shakes you up but the real test is to keep moving forward!
I swear I get so upset sometimes and I mean flaming mad and then after a while I’m over it. And I honestly wish I could be upset about things a little longer but I can’t. That should be a good thing right? I’m not satisfied with being normal and calm after like and hour. Geez
I’m blessed and cursed with a very upbeat n positive attitude.
You ever wonder why your placed on this earth? Whats my purpose??? Well I do all the time! I know im talented in many ways but where can I fit in with my skills and how do I find this place where I should be. All I want is a career where I love what I do and its never feels like im working. I want to love every minute of it and never have the “mondayblues”. I want to travel the world doing what I love and showing others and have them amazed by my talents. But can I get a sign as to where I should start, which way I should go Please Lol.
I’m sure others can relate and if you’ve been thru this tell me how did you find your calling or what lead you down the path???