So while I was away I turned 30yrs old. Yayyy to me 🙂 I came back from a trip to Fl and I left my iPad aka my baby on the plane. When I got home I realized and I totally freaked out!!! That what I believe set it off. In the coming days I began to feel weak and off balance. I didn’t know what was wrong, I saw a few doctors and they all said I’m healthy. The thing that really disturbed me was the rapid heartbeat n the uneasiness I felt. After a while I figured out that it was the monster Anxiety! It’s a very scary thing if you never felt the feeling or had a attack before! It really feels like you’re dying or having a stroke or something. So once I got that under control I began to get back into the swing of things and learning how to relax my body. If anyone knows what this feels like you understand and for those who never dealt with it be thankful. Day by day I’m ok I’ve gotten past it it can still pop up now n then.
Just happy to be able to share that with everyone. There’s always going to be something that shakes you up but the real test is to keep moving forward!
It’s natural to want to share certain things with people especially exciting news but we must learn to hold it in for a while. You ever noticed once you shared good news to people something goes wrong??? Well if you have it’s do to negative energy. Like it or not Not everyone will be happy to hear about your happiness! So once in a while keep things to yourself until everything is in order.
Wide awake…Im off today…feels like an ice cream day
I should be getting ready for work but still I’m laying here with my ipad and don’t feel like moving. I’m thinking screw work today! That’s why I can’t be a full time worker it sucks. Everyday is the same thing Get Up, Get Ready, Work, Eat Lunch, See Ppl You Can’t Stand, Then Leave. I much rather work for myself and I will!
Lesson :” Always do what you love instead of wasting time in a place you rather not be…It’s your life TAKE CONTROL” -Agirlsvoice
I swear I get so upset sometimes and I mean flaming mad and then after a while I’m over it. And I honestly wish I could be upset about things a little longer but I can’t. That should be a good thing right? I’m not satisfied with being normal and calm after like and hour. Geez
I’m blessed and cursed with a very upbeat n positive attitude.
To me this question should never come up at all because if you choose to be in a relationship cheating should not happen. I don’t understand people most of the time if you feel like you can’t commit to one person you don’t need to pretend to want a relationship with one particular person. I’m sure there are people out there that want the same thing you do, so just find that and move along Really. Why break a good persons heart that really and truly believe that you could be the one and deep down you know that your interested in multiple people. Also maybe its a common case where you get tired or fed up with your partner and you might stray away and that’s fine but just let the other person know and both of you can move on with a peace of mind. That’s why there are so many people out here not willing to trust and are scared to get into any kind of relationship because of the past experiences. They say that you shouldn’t compare situations but it’s humanly impossible to just push the past way behind you and jump into another persons arms and fall hopelessly in love without thinking Hmmmm would this individual hurt me too??? It’s just up to you to be wise and aware. So to answer the question NO it’s not okay to Ever cheat Period…Point….Blank…!!!!
A friend of mine and I we’re driving around last night looking for an address that we couldn’t find so we’re just going around in circle and circles until we stumbled upon a little community near the water called “Edgewater Park”. As soon as we started to drive into the blocks we knew it was not like any of the blocks we just came from and it was kind of scary. It was so many tiny houses and cats everywhere and the streets was so small only one car could fit at a time and it was a VERY tight squeeze. We got lost in there for like 25 mins until we turned on the navigation but that still didn’t work cause it kept taking us in circles, finally we just took a road we didn’t try yet and found our way out WHEW!!!!! It was such a relief it really felt like the twilight zone, I honestly thought we would get stuck there with no way out and in my head I already planned and escape route by foot LOL but we made it Thank God
SO I Google the little water front community and I found this map so you can get an idea of the tiny mysterious maze looks like.
So I was looking around on Craigslist just to see what kind of part-time jobs are out there and I came across a few and sent my resume and of course I got a reply it turned out to be scam Smh. Craigslist has really gone to the dogs and its very sad because it use to be a very helpful site for jobs, Apts and buying things. Now you have to be very careful cause you never know what kind of SICKO is behind these posts! The reply I got from the job posting was an email telling me he’s out of the country and that he needs all my info to ship me keys and money to start working while he’s gone (o_O) Errrrr, This person must be crazy if he thinks I would ever send him anything. Some people are gullible though so I’m just warning people to be aware and don’t trust so easily when it comes to the internet!!!